IBU

Dan apabila mata ibumu sudah tertutup, 

maka hilanglah satu keberkatan didunia ini, 

keberkatan doa seorang ibu.. 

Ateh syg ibu ❤️

Judgement

Ukur baju di badan sendiri kalau x mampu x perlu beli or make it as ur commitment.

Dah beli, then regret😓 Same case bila ade duit, mcm2 bende nak beli or buat tp x fikir whether are we afford with all those? Then, bila dah beli n surely da money will reduce and there u are, start complaining (not da worse if u can express in a good way) but when u start to fefeeling marah marah, org ckp or tegur pon x nak amek tau💆 apa point nak bising to others kan? 

Well, x semua boley layan u mcm tu. Fikir, org laen ada perasaan jugak n sometimes org yg mendengar tu bukanlah drpd kategori beruntung mcm awak yee.. Dont be so selfish. Maybe u rasa diri u susah/byk dugaan but have u ever think of people outside.. Theres people who suffer more than u may expect. Suffered emotionally, physically, pshycology or sometimes dey might hide it from us.. They might be smile 😃 outside, but in the inside 😣 wallahualam..

Im not dat good thou, tp mmg kne evaluate diri sendiri selalu. I guess that everyday. Simple example, bila kita masak, jgn kumpul pinggan kotor byk2, bila ade free time in between cooking stage u may wash it sikit2. At the end, x la stressout dapur mcm tongkang pecah😲 lepas tu nnt mood mesti lari n hairwire sikit jd gile nak wash all the dish.. I hate that! Nmpk x relation dr apa yg i ckp ealier, jgn tangguh n use time/things/money wisely n jgn nnt sbb kita other affected.

Nota kaki : x de kene mengena dgn yg hidup ataupun mati. Dun get too emotional n always think org x suke kita. Positivity will increase +ve aura so be +ve towards others 😘

Up n down

Nowadays, sgt byk perasaan bercampur baur. Perasaan towards environment n even to myself n sometime mengeluhh.. Its soo not cool! N i wonder why do i feel like dat. gggrrrrrr

B.O.R.E.D did i?

Yes or no 😶 Keep reminding my self dat people always have their attitude n emotions(reminder) but i do feel bored. Am i a bored one?

T.I.R.E.D am i?

Yes!! Definitely im tired of my jobless condtion ite now..😥 penat memujuk diri mencari kerja2 kosong n x de hasilnya. Penat pujuk diri sendiri melayan kerenah org. Penat merasa apa yg i rasa sekarang n paling penat sekali bila kene jaga hati sendiri at moment where people play on ur heart n cond. X cool lgsg okay😓

Haisshh.. Mengeluh lagi, Rasullullah SAW elarang sekerasnya mengeluh, kene semangat n usaha! InsyaAllah pasti ada jalannya.

Dah lama avoid untuk write bende2 yg menjurus kepada ketidakpuasan hati, ke-emotion-an n fefeling2 kat sini. Tp x tau nak speak to whom n how.. I just need to get rid of this so called 'perasaan' thus i x  disturb others woth my so peraonal feling. Tp, mampukah? 😧

Semoga Allah kurniakan kesabaran n kecekalan dlm saat2 mcm ni. Emosi sgt cepat twist and kdg2 rasa x leh handle. Hopefully bende2 ni akan berakhir soooon and when i look back, i could smile and glad with all those hard time i could still be me. InsyaAllah..

Happy burthday IBU

April 7 here we are again!! Another wiser and older.. Sorry ibu but ateh ❤️ U soo much n i bet no words could descrribe how owsem n great u are since i was born!! May Allah bless your life thoroughly, murah rezeki, pjg umur n insyaAllah ill be your good daughter up to Jannah😘

Ibu, i love you so much as nothing in this world better than you. U are superwoman, queen og my heart and the best mom in this world. you willing to do everything, just for me eventhough you look so tired.

i thank you for always yelling to me when i was wrong

i know you always give your love to me since i was child untill now

i believe that u wont you let anybody hurt  me and you always give me first place in your hear 

from your dotter : ateh loves you ibu and always ❤️ U insyaAllah