PD gateway

PD gateway dgn kesayangan's

Nota kaki: its a short one, but we did it great starting with good food at nelayan, makan, tido, bbq, beach walk, swimming pool, cendol, serenity anddd finish with good homemade food by all of us ..

Cor

Sometimes, you’ll just be too much woman

To smart, too strong, too beautiful and too much of something

That makes a man feel like less of a man

Which start making u feel like you have to be less of a woman

The biggest mistakes you can make is removing jewels from your crown

To make it easier for a man to carry 

When this happened, i need you to understand

You don’t need a smaller crown

You need a man with bigger hand

rangkul aku

diam
dengar aku dek racun rindu
bangkit
celik aku masih disini
belum biasa berjauh begini
tak ingin biasa
belum pernah rasa letih menangis
tak akan perasan
jangan pergi... jangan pergi
yang bawa dek angin
yang panas dek api
percaya aku tuhan itu satu
tak mungkin tipu seperti yang hidup
sama dukung andai ada yang jatuh
dakap aku dalam tidurmu
percaya aku tuhan itu satu
tak mungkin tipu seperti yang hidup
sama dukung andai ada yang jatuh
dakap aku dalam tidurmu
dakap aku...
dakap aku dalam mimpimu
sama dukung andai ada yang jatuh
dakap aku
dakap aku dalam tidurmu

saddy maddy part 2!!

A devout Muslim women have never felt lonely

because the presence of God is closer than her own veins

nota kaki: plese be thankful on what u have

saddy maddy

currently saya adelah emotional

new job

new workplace

new environment

new colleages

new tasks

new bosses

new mak cik jijah / dulu auntie roslin

new lah segalanya!!!!

 

what have i miss?

im leaving this blog more than a month i guess!!
too hard in handling both work and study life... =(
during that, numbers of things happened..
perlu x nak ckp in here??? ngee..
end nov we start with hectic class..
n my maintenance work pun sibuk nak join..
ye lah.. sape sururh kerja dgn international contractor kan???
da best part is bile that cont x leh nak adopt our method in deliverables..
menyampah dah x terucap!! #_#

continued with zura weds!! kelantan here we come!! dah pergi n dah balik pon!!


okay, kiteorangkan kategori manusia yg selalu pupus duet, so kite tdo tune je okay...jimat!! ngee..

its my 2nd time pergi kelantan.. dulu pergi wana kahwin.. n now azura kahwin.. da third time nnt pon sbb kawen juga!! tp bukan i kawen.. my colleages pulok!!
aiyoyoyo.. musim kawen kan skunk??

then after wed si zura.. kite masuk kelas balik!! eeiiii.. EIA is waiting!! seriously im so takot n ngeri dgn dr ruslan!! doa je EIA saya diterima... takot!!! berhempas pulas menyiapkan EIA sampai 2-3 malam x tido... salah sdiri kan?? buat last minutes.. tp biasalah alasan org dah kerja.. x de mase.. wahahahha (alasan yg x kan pernah x de) tapi dah submit okay!on time!! dis saturday will be our presentataion n hopefully everythings going to be fine!! my adrenaline rush is sooo sooo bile cakap pasal EIA ni tau x!! dah.. x nak ckp lagik.. =_=

last week ade photoshot!! yeaayy!!! white studio here we come.. eventhough 1 hour session tapi sgt seronok!! we gathered along!! about 10 of us!! da pics will be uploaded soon by zura..

nota kaki: rasanaya mcm dah ckp byk tp mcm x de effects pon!! pendek je kat wall kan???

my soul speaks

♥I
♥may
♥not
♥be
♥the
♥most
♥important
♥person
♥in
♥your
♥LiFE

♥I
♥just
♥hope
♥that
♥when
♥you
♥hear
♥my
♥name
♥you
♥smile

cheerish

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
I do have differ assumption on friends
i dont need a friend that stay besides me all the time
i dont need a friend who laugh while im laughing
i dont need a friend who cry while im crying
i just need sumone who can make me laugh & stop me from crying
but, don't stop befriend

S.W.E.E.T.H.E.A.R.T
i loved him & hardly to let it go
i hated him as loved him so much
i missed him so bad as he made me cry
i being left all alone as he not choosing me
but, don't afraid to fall in love again

B.E.L.I.E.V.E
i believe only in HIM
i admit HE wont left us far apart
i know HE direct our steps
i know HE has plans for us
i know HIS clock is never one minute early nor one minute late.
It's always strikes right on time.

nota kaki: im soo out!!

heart grow founder

I don't really know how to tell u this
I see u, I listen to u, I talk against u
I know we have our attitudes differences =.=
U're the one I think most besides chocolate
I wish I could have told u this time ago but it was too private

Do you remember our meets after years?
On the gloomy night our smiles were the brightest
I was in my black flip-flop & pink shirts
U were in your brown sneaker & white/blue stripes t-shirts
Sweet I would say, no doubt!

When I see u
A little light inside me sparks up
Your gayness turns me on =)
I know it might be weird seeing us 2 walking down the street
When were together sharing our thoughts

Have i told u ur sexy pout that i adore lots
That im falling for you so hard &
Even ur not readin this, i just knew
My love won’t drift away
for u, justly n truly!!

Nota kaKi: ur so far away for me to catch!!

disappointed as u count on me!!!

yes, im lost in my own world!!
its ramadhan & reachin raya almost...the best part is when u dpt cuti 12 days from bos besar kat atas!! best kot nak ganti posa.. wuu huu=p currently my counted terawaih only 7 days jew..bad huh?? maklong admitted pantai, me travel melaka seremban weekly n sumtimes daily so sbb tu x jupe mase tuk terawih n url blog ni tuk update diri sdiri okay..berbuka dgn org2 dhotel2 sekitar2 melaka seremban adelah best bila makan disponsor..bdw, for dis posa i ada masak 3x! hahaha hahaha penat!! nak tido!!

nota kaki:im singing lagu raya tp x mandi2 lagi nie!!hhaassiihh =l

munga2???

korang mesti perasankan lately ni sy adelah gigih bertukar template..
esp bila sekarang blogger dah bg macam2 jenis design...
takda la tukar apa sangat pon...
balik2 yang sama aje, janji ade pink n green!!
n currently ade folwery plak...wee heee ~_~

tapi skunk ni kerja dah senang..boleh click2 aje
dah la sy nie jenis yg lak malas nak tukar2 layout..(leceh okay)
cuma sbb da kne sound* blog sy adelah sgt plain n kosong..
kenapa dah tak letak benda2 best semua*bdw, ape yg best???
nampak tak ceria la, buhsan la,apa2 la...
so ai pun start la tukar2..
konon2 nak bg ceria... cria ke skunk nie???

hurm,okla tu je lah luahan hati buat kali ini...
wah luahan hati??? katanyer lah kan...
*kelip2 mate*

foot note: wahai incik di melaka, sy suke awak la...=)

it's nisfu syaaban! yabedabedu....

i ought to know bout it from my mom bit late, but at least i know tat it's tonite... kinda weird cuz usually nisfu syaaban is quite an event but the surau over here seems...hurmm... the scene was ultimately different from surau back at pdg temu *melaka* where i belong too!! everything was celebrated in the most bigger way, like... when there's an event, we, all of the muslims were invited to go to surau and the 'budak surau' will make announcement...

kinda miss tat, but me, nora & kak intan would look at each other, talk bout it then we staright to secret recipe for our diner.. hohoho.. suppose we go to surau ite? anyow, its way different from here, but yeah, it's true tat we wont appreciate sumthin until we lose it...Oh, lari dr topik!! not dat lari.. as my grandma past away on nisfu syaaban,, kinda miss her much!! really much..n im only 7 yrs old dat time.. yes i miss granny much2!!

I dun noe but i get really excited by dis nisfu syaaban thingy cuz tis will indicates tat we only have less than a month to fast.. its 14 syaaban n tomorrow is 15 syaaban!! oh oh oh... i olredi imagine going to bazaar ramadhan, we eat till we drop!!! okay, it's goin' to be fun but i dun noe where is the nearest bazaar ramadhan over here as i just move here last couple of weeks.. if none, pity us...

da last ramadhna of mine full with sweet memories as i still a student at tat time... berbuka @ masjid klia together wif all trainee.. wat a beatifull memory huh?? instead, i do miss sumone dat do efect my lifetyme there.. hurm =( i'm not tat pious even my ibu was ustazah!! lol!! seems all friends of mine suprise wif dis.. hahaa:p BUT i'm hoping tat i'll be someone who is being recognised by who i am from inside than from the outside.. okay*xde kaitan pon kan?? watever!! but i'm hoping *again........(blaa.. blaaa..blaaa..) tat tis ramadhan will be a fresh start to new footsteps of becoming a new me, the improved one... InsyaAllah

nota kaki: wat happen to nowadays teenage huh?? poyo slhkan teenage sbb dri sdiri x betull.. haaiiisshh!!

saya sgt emo sekarang

Ketika kita tidak pasti untuk memberikan jawapan kepada soalan-soalan yang lahir dari hati kita sendiri, itu tandanya sudah sampai masanya untuk berangkat pergi.. Kala itu, sepi lebih indah dari sebarang bunyi. Jika kita terus berteka-teki sedang teka-teki itu tidak akan anda temui jawapannya, sepi mengatasi segala nikmat. Maka katakanla pada diri, kali ini biarkanla perpisahan ini, satu pengorbanan yang perlu kerana hidup ini hanya akan bererti bila tiba-tiba terasa kehilangan dan diperlukan, antara rela dengan tidak, walau ada yang lebih dari tahu, tidak ada yang lebih berharga. Itu lebih bererti kerana ada kalanya perpisahan lebih bermakna daripada satu perhubungan yang amat menyusahkan. Tatkala kita berasa amat sakit oleh satu perhubungan, maka adalah lebih baik melangkah pergi. Adakalanya kita perlu melangkah ke belakang untuk mengorak langkah lebih pantas ke depan...

Adakalanya sepi menjadi lebih indah kerana disaat itu kita ada ruang untuk mengingati dan merindui. Tidak perlu merayu pada kerana hati kita milik kita dan bawalah hati kita dan pergilah dari situ..

Aku berhenti berharap

Dan menunggu datang gelap

Sampai nanti suatu saat

Tak ada cintaku dapat

Kenapa ada derita bila bahagia tercipta

Mengapa ada sang hitam bila putih menyenangkan

Aku pulang tanpa dendam ku terima kekalahanku

Aku pulang tanpa dendam ku salutkan kemenanganmu

Kau ajarkan aku bahagia……

kau ajarkan aku derita

Kau tunjukkan aku bahagia……

kau tunjukkan aku derita

Kau berikan aku bahagia……

kau berikan aku derita

footnote: anda berumur 23tahun tapi masih jahil n bertindak bodoh kan??? -_-

beby of mine

currently im in da mood of back to melaka homey..
n im deeply missing dis baby of mine..=)



Nota kaki: hes not mine, let assume mine as im big enuf..-_- (big tp matured ke? confirm x leh jawab)

aoouchie is wooried for temporary

i just hav no words to write..=(
ill keep deleted sentences dat i type..
*me get soo confused*
i have no idea + no mood...
seems everythin are no in my life currently..
but y i keep sayin no to myself??
y does theres no happy tings do occured??
y does theres no???
nothing!!

i miss much few people..
missing them much as i was here all alone
(tipu okay,me not alone ponãde je org lain)
but, what i mean is, people dat me lurv being together..
doing works, laughing, screaming n sumtymes shouting...

here sum of my missin gay & lessie
being scolded & crying *crying betul2 ke*
sedey bila boyfie x mesej
byk kerja sbb SM x de
scan n fotostat soo much tings
baby practicing world cup in mummy tummy
sleepin partner~nobody hug ur leg huh??
byk surat nak anta ke,ptg2 ade goreng pisang x??
n etc..

even theres a person who doesnt like us doing that..
but who care?? as long as were happy..*_*

NOTA KAKI : currently im at KL as i being transfered here last weeks..

❤ ❤ ❤ ❤

What we had together was sweet
Im missing u much
And u were soo adorable, loving, priceless n darn irreplacable

But unfortunately not
Who’s gonna keep the faith for you now
Go get what you deserve to
I'm not going to be there for you
I don’t want to waste time anymore
Been there..done that..repeated mistakes


As mistakes are proof of growth
So,take me away to another exciting journey
Hopefully much more fullfilling... +_+

nota kaki: words are not enough, it needs u to make it real..

stupid mupid cupid

I feel lonely
As i have lots of to think & do
Yet i do feel empty
Can I send him a message saying that I want him back?
So that I could travel to where he's at
And have more fun than now...

Urm..

To be really frank, there's no fun now...

may i?

foot note: Am i considered too much 4 asking this =?

mummy adelah ibu!!!

hari ini burthday ibu saya!!
saya happy s ibu still hav a good health...
n saya adelah syg ibu sgt byk..even saya x stay dgn ibu all dis while..
i do lurv her sbb die yg lahirkan saya...=)

what can i say is!! nothin much pown~~
nobody cant replace ur place in my heart!!
x yah kot nak buat ayat2 jiwang karat dlm nie..
nnt ibu perli2 sy poyo.. hikhikhik..
ckp bunga2 tyme ni jer..tp x buat pon..
(x semue la,tp most of it i mmg ckp x serupa bikin)

ape2pon..ibu syg saye kan?? kan??
sbb mana ade ibu yg x syg anak die...
wee heee... lg2 anak yg mcm me ni...
hahaha

foot note:saya heppy sbb burthday ibu,tp takut sbb besok adelah audit!!!

alhamdulillah

I was not happy
N i always think y do Allah test me this way

but when i look around me...

Im thanks
Praise n Thank to Allah
As i have a good life
Than certain people dont have.

foot nota: =)

se-ma-lam

x x x

dont worry about the people in ur past..
there's a reason they didnt make it to your future

x x x

when u got smile on ur face & twinkle on ur eyes only true friends know that ur about to breakdown n cry

x x x

foot note:saye adalah rindu beby adlicious =(