happy to me

I'm learning to enjoy every minute of my life. 

Be happy, less expecting and don't wait for something to make me happy. Sit back, relax , take a moment and think how precious is the time i have to spend on work? spend on family? & on my friend? 

Being me, I always believe that every minute should be enjoyed and savored. 

i want to be happy. the moment when u smile and the feeling when u manage to make people smile.. its precious =)

For me & i believe many of us happy is an elusive, fleeting state that we can capture only for brief moment, before it floats away like dust in the world. The truth as a human being almost all of my momentum is driven by my pursuit of happiness. Even the desire to socialize, to love and to connect with other human being is driven by my desire to be happy..

The pursuit of better job, higher status, wealth.. well, i guess the root for everything we're chasing is happiness. isn't it? this certainly doesn't mean that everything we chase will bring us happiness.

in the inside, a big part of me is struggling with this life figuring out what will make me happy , what makes me a better person, perhaps more importantly what makes me consistently happy.

Insya Allah

😍😍😍

You were born in a first class hospital, I was delivered at home, we both survived.

You went to a private primary school and I went to a public school, we both ended in the same high school.

You woke up from the bed and I woke from the floor, we both had a peaceful night rest.

Your outfits are all expensive, mine are all simple and cheap, we both still cover our nakedness.

You ate fried rice and roasted chicken, I ate local made food but we both still ate to our satisfaction.

You ride on Lexus jeep, Range Rover, G Wagon, Hummer Jeep and I use public transport but we still got to our various destination.

You may be reading this post from your Sony xperia, BB Z10, Q10, Samsung Galaxy 6edge, IPhone6+ and I typed it with my Touch one broken screen, we still see the message.

Lifestyle is not a competition and there are different ways to get a lot of things done, different lanes all leading to the same destination. Just because your neighbour is doing things faster does not mean you are failing.

Happiness doesn't come from having everything, but making the best out of what you have, it's all about how you see yourself.

Happiness is not having what you like. Happiness is liking what you have and being content.

PD gateway

PD gateway dgn kesayangan's

Nota kaki: its a short one, but we did it great starting with good food at nelayan, makan, tido, bbq, beach walk, swimming pool, cendol, serenity anddd finish with good homemade food by all of us ..

dunia aku

Jadi, sentiasa ingat, orang yang perlu diutamakan lebih daripada diri sendiri, adalah ibu bapa kita. Seperti mana mereka sanggup tidak makan hanya untuk kita makan, seperti mana, mereka sanggup tidak ada baju baru, hanya untuk membelikan kita baju. 

Sekiranya sahaja, bukan kerana usia pasti mereka akan tetap berbuat begitu sehingga nafas terakhir mereka."

Aku diam dan, hati aku terusik... Cepat-cepat aku kelip2 kan mata. 

Sungguh indah aturan Tuhan malah diaturkan sekali aku berbicara dengan ustazah itu hanya untuk aku cepat2 menelefon ibu dan ayah di kampung.

i believe!

Try to make at least one person happy every day. 

If you cannot do a kind deed, speak a kind word. 

If you cannot speak a kind word, think a kind thought. 

Count up, if you can, the treasure of happiness that you would dispense in a week, in a year, in a lifetime =)

Mabul trip!!

Cuitently just artive at tawau airport.. Headin to semporna by cab.. Details shall be updated soon!!

Nota kaki: giddyness, runnynose & pening2...

Happy birthday ibu!!

Happy birthday ibu yg ke 65..

Terima kasih sbb melahirkan, menjaga n memberi ilmu pada ateh..

Terlampau banyak jasa n pengorbanan yg ibu lakukan..

yg mungkin x terucap dek bibir, terpancar dr sinar mata jauh lagi hilang dari hati.. 

Tidak semudah kata kata mampu untuk ateh balas jasa ibu pada ateh selama ni..

I love u ibu❤️ jaga makan n pantang tgn tuu😍

Nota kaki: proud n happy to be ur dotter 😍😍

24 hours?

like seriously.. this is not me.. im putting my 24 hours resignation letter to skypark..why its happen? all i can say is im not sure of being there.. the staff are good, but the boss n management dissapoint me..
babai skypark..

where should i go?? something to punder n im not regret with it =O

well, im stay connected with my previous boss n company.. alhamdulillah, when i bgtau what really happen to my ex boss, he easily get my point and always welcome me back.. well i guess, ICT world is worth me more than construction...it might be new things for me, but its a journey.. u'll enhance ur knowledge in differ discipline but who know? it will be my chance to explore and could be my future, right darla =P

im happy with my decision and i hope this is what i should do for my better future..

foot note : tq soo much for the 2 weeks KSPLP, but im more suits with MTSB.. =)

Aku nak berhenti kerja ke x

Sebenarnya kalau boleh x nak tulis benda yang sedih2, x ada motivasi dan yang kalau korang baca pun rasa tak ada faedah... Kalau rasa sedih pun, cuba sedaya upaya biarlah orang tak tahu... kalau entry ni buat orang sedih, down, then maknanya im guilty!! sbb buat org lain sedih.. tskk tskk…menyebarkan aura negatif..

okay, after not working for a year.. yes, a year! x percaya ka?? i start kerje dgn ICT company.. sekangkang kera je dr rumah jijie.. =) tapi after few weeks i rasa mcm x boleh nak co-op dgn environmentnya.. the colleagues are sgt best and cheer up.. but, what i mean is satidfaction kerja.. i rasa lost.. i xtau ape yg i buat.. mcm buat bende yg xde hala tuju n no reference..kalau ikut hati nak je resign on da spot sekarang juga n sepatutnya sekarang mengarang resign letter.. Bukannya sibuk mengarang entry blog lagi.. mihmihmih

at the same time, my x boss offer kerja dgn skypark.. im going to say yes!! at last i boleh lari dari sini. tp... i sayang dis compnany environment, the staff, the colleagues and the momment with themm.. =( oohh no!! emositional part has come.. omnomnomnom... 

im thinking n still thinking n thinking.... 

lets do what i should do.. consult with parents and fellow aunties & uncle.. and yes, after a lots of pro n cons, discussion, comparison.. i'm dafting my resign letter..  im leavingg..babai fana, pika, nad, kak jarina, adawiyah, kak ayu n etc korang we'll be missed.. maybe i wont get this kind of people in my new workplace but im sure that i dapat back to my satisfaction.. insyaAllah

i kerja genap 2 bulan.. n im leaving the company, what a short period isn't? people may say lots of things.. tp as long as i tau n happy dgn my decision that should be fine.. doakan i dgn kerja baru okay.. 

nota kaki : dis friday is my last day.. =)

Kucing, Kitty, Cat

Abu Qatadah berkata bahawa Nabi Muhammad SAW pernah bersabda, 
"Kucing itu tidak najis. Ia binatang yang suka berkeliling di rumah (binatang perumahan)," 

[Hadis Riwayat At-Tirmidzi, An-Nasa'i, Abu Dawud, dan Ibnu Majah]. 

Diriwayatkan dari Ali bin Al-Hasan, dan Anas yang menceritakan bahawa Nabi Muhammad SAW pergi ke Bathhan suatu daerah di Madinah. Lalu, baginda bersabda, 

"Ya Anas, tuangkan air wudhuk untukku ke dalam bejana." 

Lalu, Anas menuangkan air. Ketika sudah selesai, Nabi menuju ke bejana. Namun, seekor kucing datang dan menjilati bejana. Melihat itu, Nabi berhenti sehinggalah kucing tersebut berhenti minum lalu (baginda) berwudhuk. Nabi ditanya mengenai kejadian tersebut, beliau menjawab,

"Ya Anas, kucing termasuk perhiasan rumah rumah tangga, ia tidak dikotori sesuatu, bahkan tidak ada najis." 

Diriwayatkan dari Dawud bin Shalih At-Tammar dan ibunya yang menerangkan bahawa hambanya memberikan Aisyah semangkuk bubur. Namun, ketika ia sampai di rumah Aisyah, tenyata Aisyah sedang solat. Lalu, ia memberikan isyarat untuk menaruhnya. Sayangnya, setelah Aisyah menyelesaikan solat, ia lupa pada buburnya. Datanglah seekor kucing, lalu memakan sedikit bubur tersebut. Ketika ia melihat bubur tersebut dimakan kucing, 'Aisyah RA lalu membersihkan bahagian yang disentuh kucing, dan Aisyah memakannya. Rasulullah SAW bersabda, 

"Ia tidak najis. Ia binatang yang berkeliling." Aisyah pernah melihat Rasulullah SAW berwudhuk dari sisa jilatan kucing, [Hadis Riwayat AlBaihaqi, Abd Al-Razzaq, dan Al-Daruquthni].

Hadis ini diriwayatkan dari Malik, Ahmad, dan Imam Hadis yang lain. Oleh kerana itu, kucing adalah binatang, dimana, peluh, bekas dari sisa jilatannya adalah suci. Nabi Muhammad SAW juga pernah memberi gelaran kepada Abd al-Rahman ibn Sakhr Al-Azdi sebagai "Abu Hurairah" yang beerti "Bapa anak-anak kucing" kerana sikapnya yang sangat menyayangi kucing.

Nota kaki: hummer & etta mommy loves u

16 rabiul awal 1437 H = my day !!

kalau ikut bulan islam, 

im officially 29 today =)

Maulud Nabi

Salam Maulud Nabi

Nabi Muhammad SAW Birthday 

Ramadhan ya Kareem

السَّلاَمُ عَلَيْكُمْ وَرَحْمَةُ اللهِ وَبَرَكَاتُ

  

Saya memohon ampun maaf atas kesalahan yg dilakukan samaada secara sedar atau tidak kerana :

🔳1 hari lagi Ramadhan kan tiba

🔳1 hari lagi TIDUR menjadi IBADAH... 

🔳1 hari lagi DOA menjadi Ijabah...          

🔳1 hari lagi PAHALA di lipat gandakan... 

Izinkan saya memohon maaf, Untuk: 

🔳Lisan yang terlanjur... 

🔳Janji yang terabaikan... 

🔳Hati yang berprasangka..dan  

🔳Semua sikap yang menyakitkan... 

 يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا كُتِبَ عَلَيْكُمُ الصِّيَامُ كَمَا 

كُتِبَ عَلَى الَّذِينَ مِنْ قَبْلِكُمْ لَعَلَّكُمْ تَتَّقُونَ

Marhaban yaa ramadhan....

Mohon maaf atas kekhilafan...

What friends are for?

Atas satu keadaan kami menjadi rapat, meluahkan, berkongsi, memberi pandangan, membangkitkan semangat, apa saja yang kami tak share.. Dia lebih sekadar kawan mahupun teman rapat ttp die sudah seakan kakak n keluarga saya... Dia lah yang memberi kata2 tenang disaat diri bergelora, otak berkecamuk n hati berbolak balik.. Ur so special in my heart, moga kebaikan, rezeki, kejayaan sentiasa mendampingi kamu & sentiasa sihat bersama wafa!!! 

Saja choose pic ni sbb masa ni, kite lama tak jumpa, masing masing busy, ada silence moment then jumpa kat serai.. We are huggin each other ms jumpa that time n i just love that moment.

U might be in a a very hard situation, but believe me.. U can always rely on me in what cond u are & I'll help you ease the pain insyaAllah.. May Allah bless our frienship my dear friend.. 

Soalnya hati

X mudah nak merelakan sesuatu yg kita x jangka dlm hidup.. Nak menerima  & mengikhlaskan sesuatu yg kita x suka apatah lagi. Tp realitinya mmg harus diterima n meneruskan hidup di muka bumi Allah SWT.. 

Ikhlaskah hati? Selalu saya tertanya.. Naluri kesyaitanan atau naluri para malaikat? Susah!! Yes, itu yg sy boleh kata, tp sucikah hati saya? Semakin hari semakin byk pembohongan, dosa & khilaf dlm hidup.. maka pada satu ketika, gelaplah hati 

Tinggi sungguh nilai hati dlm hidup kita seharian ❤️ Mcm mn nak sucikan hati eh? Soalan tu slalu ade dlm kepala saya.. Sbb saya x sempurna 😥 saya slalu risau gakut satu hari nnt hati jd gelap n x boleh nak mempositifkan diri lagi.. Smkin saya sesat dlm hidup kononnya mengikut kata hati, tapi betulkah itu kata hati saya? @ itu hanya nafsu yg telah membutakan hati saya? Yes, again sy silap, sy mengikut kata hati tp nafsu kesyaitanan yg mengawal. Kecewa? Sgt!!

Satu yg saya perlu betulkan adalah hati! Itu janji saya, berubah pada zahir x mungkin boleh lama.. Hati yg ikhlas sgt penting.. Taqwa dan akhlak bersumberkan hati.. Kemulian diri kita terltak pada akhlak & akhlak tu sendiri perlu ada dlm diri orang2 yg bertaqwa n ikhlas.. 

Riwayay al-Bukhari & Muslim;

Rasullullah SAW bersabda yg bermaksud "Dalam diri anak Adam itu ada seketul daging, jika baik daging itu maka baiklah seluruh jasad... "

Hummer dijumpaaaii!!!

Akhirnya after 72hours.. Hummer is back😂😂 mommy die punyer happy x yah citerlaa.. Beedebu mata masa hummer balik tuu.. Hes back on jumaat 18/4/14 waktu magrib. Tetibe i dgr grill digegar2 n bunyi meow yg dah lm x dgr. Once buka pintu nmpk die n hes trus terkam nak masuk.. 😂😂😂😂❤️

As soon as that, lepas maghrib mcm tu i trus bawa pergi vet. Guess what? berat die trun about 0.65kg 😰😰😰 mesti die jumpa raksaksa, anjing n mcm2 bende yg dia x pernah jumpa.. Dr zul (Tanya Sama Vet) pon ckp maybe this few day he experience being a stray cat. Temperature normal but his beat quite unstable and maybe stress, bdn ada jerawat n fungus.. Owh baby, kalaulah u tau mcm mn sedih hati mommy bila u lost dat day😭  Tp syukur dah balikk..  

My ibu pon bila tau sgt2 happy, even die panggil hummer as kling/pak tam tp she still syg hummer.. Well, binatang kalau dah jaga dari kecil harusla sayang kan? Berbalik pada si hummer, masuk2 rumah die trus minum2 byk giler n then makan.. He mkn mcm lapar giler bit i just let him mkn.. He also nmpk takut2 n i dun no why😥

Nota kaki: mommy ❤️u syg!! 

Beda bukan

Kadang2 x tahu..
Mana yg betul,
Mana yg salah,
Kenapa marah?
X bolehkah teguran dgn cara yg betul?
Perlukah semua mengikut kehendak kita
Manusia...
Ragam n sifat
Semuanya beda..
Kau dan aku
X kan sama..

Satu..
Hormat..
Ragam mungkin berbezaa
Tapi sifat..
Itu semulajadi diri mereka
Berckp itu senang..
Buktikan!

pulang

Asssalamualaikum, 

hey, hello,hi u awesome people!! its been ages it seems since i last updated my blog =) well, basically its been more than 2 months since my last x best update.. i feel I’ve neglected due to my hectic responsibilities each day... weekk =P 

I am trying to be as energetic as possible.. to be extremely positive now.. just pass SIRIM audit and today I thought of just sharing some of my personal experience / encounters / stories tht i’ve had the past few months...

laugh, mad, sad, excitement, grumpy, n the hard part is when u down.. its not that easy to cry, but i have u really experience crying for something you think is out of this world & is in your heart? it's beyond ordinary but its do gives a great content feeling to our heart.. this is when u found what u have been missing all this while.. the unexplainable.

life seem likes a burning candle.. what is left by a burning candle is just ashes from melted wax.. what is left from a broken soul is just a last tear drop from a broken spirit.. and spirit is what we =)

the sun do rise everyday.. the sun shines around us, gives us light, gives us many graet days.. but, in the end the sun that we own is in us. Our heart should shine everyday to create the best light in our soul.. we are happiness within u.. 

nota kaki : setiap kali kita berfikir, kita berada di dalam ruang itu... Itulah dunia kita yang lagi satu

Those memories!!

I really do cherish my time and experiences in the company that i had worked for.No words could ever
compare or describe how much i enjoyed it.Wish i could share with you all the whole bunch of photos that i have but there's too many! For those who have added me on facebook probably had seen the whole bunch of photos that i have uploaded in individual albums and cross some familiar photos here...

Syawal 1433H

Salam eidul fitri to all Muslims around the world!!