Up n down

Nowadays, sgt byk perasaan bercampur baur. Perasaan towards environment n even to myself n sometime mengeluhh.. Its soo not cool! N i wonder why do i feel like dat. gggrrrrrr

B.O.R.E.D did i?

Yes or no 😶 Keep reminding my self dat people always have their attitude n emotions(reminder) but i do feel bored. Am i a bored one?

T.I.R.E.D am i?

Yes!! Definitely im tired of my jobless condtion ite now..😥 penat memujuk diri mencari kerja2 kosong n x de hasilnya. Penat pujuk diri sendiri melayan kerenah org. Penat merasa apa yg i rasa sekarang n paling penat sekali bila kene jaga hati sendiri at moment where people play on ur heart n cond. X cool lgsg okay😓

Haisshh.. Mengeluh lagi, Rasullullah SAW elarang sekerasnya mengeluh, kene semangat n usaha! InsyaAllah pasti ada jalannya.

Dah lama avoid untuk write bende2 yg menjurus kepada ketidakpuasan hati, ke-emotion-an n fefeling2 kat sini. Tp x tau nak speak to whom n how.. I just need to get rid of this so called 'perasaan' thus i x  disturb others woth my so peraonal feling. Tp, mampukah? 😧

Semoga Allah kurniakan kesabaran n kecekalan dlm saat2 mcm ni. Emosi sgt cepat twist and kdg2 rasa x leh handle. Hopefully bende2 ni akan berakhir soooon and when i look back, i could smile and glad with all those hard time i could still be me. InsyaAllah..