Jan 30, 2019

HE

I wouldn’t exactly describe him as strictly charming. He knocked me out, though…I mean when he was talking and he got excited about something, his mouth sort of went in about fifty directions, her lips and all. 

That killed me. 

And he never really closed it all the way. It was always just a little bit open, especially when he got in his golf stance, or when he was reading a book. He was always reading, and he read very good books. He read a lot of books and all. 

He was the only one...

Jan 25, 2018

happy to me

I'm learning to enjoy every minute of my life. 

Be happy, less expecting and don't wait for something to make me happy. Sit back, relax , take a moment and think how precious is the time i have to spend on work? spend on family? & on my friend? 

Being me, I always believe that every minute should be enjoyed and savored. 

i want to be happy. the moment when u smile and the feeling when u manage to make people smile.. its precious =)

For me & i believe many of us happy is an elusive, fleeting state that we can capture only for brief moment, before it floats away like dust in the world. The truth as a human being almost all of my momentum is driven by my pursuit of happiness. Even the desire to socialize, to love and to connect with other human being is driven by my desire to be happy..

The pursuit of better job, higher status, wealth.. well, i guess the root for everything we're chasing is happiness. isn't it? this certainly doesn't mean that everything we chase will bring us happiness.

in the inside, a big part of me is struggling with this life figuring out what will make me happy , what makes me a better person, perhaps more importantly what makes me consistently happy.

Insya Allah

Jan 22, 2018

dear me

Its not that i don't love you, want you & need you. back when i start loosing people that i love.

I build this huge wall so it does not have to be very dear and when its gone its not that bad.

But, u'll never know what inside, along the journey how much it takes for me to be this tough.

I swear.


Jan 21, 2018