Faultness

Its been awhile seems everything start to mess up .

The question that have been in my head all the time . 

Burst out in a blink , hurts , torn . 

Changing the thoughts in my mind about how to appreciate life more . 

People come and go .
The feelings stay .

Everything changed and it effects me .

pulang

Asssalamualaikum, 

hey, hello,hi u awesome people!! its been ages it seems since i last updated my blog =) well, basically its been more than 2 months since my last x best update.. i feel I’ve neglected due to my hectic responsibilities each day... weekk =P 

I am trying to be as energetic as possible.. to be extremely positive now.. just pass SIRIM audit and today I thought of just sharing some of my personal experience / encounters / stories tht i’ve had the past few months...

laugh, mad, sad, excitement, grumpy, n the hard part is when u down.. its not that easy to cry, but i have u really experience crying for something you think is out of this world & is in your heart? it's beyond ordinary but its do gives a great content feeling to our heart.. this is when u found what u have been missing all this while.. the unexplainable.

life seem likes a burning candle.. what is left by a burning candle is just ashes from melted wax.. what is left from a broken soul is just a last tear drop from a broken spirit.. and spirit is what we =)

the sun do rise everyday.. the sun shines around us, gives us light, gives us many graet days.. but, in the end the sun that we own is in us. Our heart should shine everyday to create the best light in our soul.. we are happiness within u.. 

nota kaki : setiap kali kita berfikir, kita berada di dalam ruang itu... Itulah dunia kita yang lagi satu

Period Part 1

sebenarnya ini masalah saya dari mula2 akil baligh lagikk.. sejak dari anak dara lagi period saya x teratur.. masa form 2 which is 14 years old ive got my 1st period and yg second datang a year after which masa i form 3! imagine, setahun sekali.. tp masa tu x kisah sgt.. tp masa form 3 tu peliklaa.. sbb my friends ramai yg period teratur.. mcm jeles.. so, once masuk form 4 sy jd memang cuak sebab tak ade period untuk setahun.. so, my mom bawa pergi ke hospital.. 

pergi jumpe doctor & time tu doctor cakap normal lah.. sbb saya stress & i kan remaja. So balik kt umah dengan hampanya.. but, its come with lots of ubat n medication in order tuk make sure my period stable.. but then period datang 2x sebulan.. Again pergi jumpe the same doctor.. masa tu doc tu cakap masalah tu hanya akan solve once i've get married.. and leps tu trus balik without any good explanation from her..

But, instead of that doc, my mom bawa i pergi jumpa OnG trus!! minum air masak byk2 sampai loya to make sure bladder penuh.. then, scan and they notice that my ovari is swollen (my right ovari).. sedih okay!! thats mean, i mmg kne makan ubat yg sgt byk...  

my day =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME 

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