i ought to know bout it from my mom bit late, but at least i know tat it's tonite... kinda weird cuz usually nisfu syaaban is quite an event but the surau over here seems...hurmm... the scene was ultimately different from surau back at pdg temu *melaka* where i belong too!! everything was celebrated in the most bigger way, like... when there's an event, we, all of the muslims were invited to go to surau and the 'budak surau' will make announcement...
kinda miss tat, but me, nora & kak intan would look at each other, talk bout it then we staright to secret recipe for our diner.. hohoho.. suppose we go to surau ite? anyow, its way different from here, but yeah, it's true tat we wont appreciate sumthin until we lose it...Oh, lari dr topik!! not dat lari.. as my grandma past away on nisfu syaaban,, kinda miss her much!! really much..n im only 7 yrs old dat time.. yes i miss granny much2!!
I dun noe but i get really excited by dis nisfu syaaban thingy cuz tis will indicates tat we only have less than a month to fast.. its 14 syaaban n tomorrow is 15 syaaban!! oh oh oh... i olredi imagine going to bazaar ramadhan, we eat till we drop!!! okay, it's goin' to be fun but i dun noe where is the nearest bazaar ramadhan over here as i just move here last couple of weeks.. if none, pity us...
da last ramadhna of mine full with sweet memories as i still a student at tat time... berbuka @ masjid klia together wif all trainee.. wat a beatifull memory huh?? instead, i do miss sumone dat do efect my lifetyme there.. hurm =( i'm not tat pious even my ibu was ustazah!! lol!! seems all friends of mine suprise wif dis.. hahaa:p BUT i'm hoping tat i'll be someone who is being recognised by who i am from inside than from the outside.. okay*xde kaitan pon kan?? watever!! but i'm hoping *again........(blaa.. blaaa..blaaa..) tat tis ramadhan will be a fresh start to new footsteps of becoming a new me, the improved one... InsyaAllah
nota kaki: wat happen to nowadays teenage huh?? poyo slhkan teenage sbb dri sdiri x betull.. haaiiisshh!!
Jul 26, 2010
im soo .....
As usual, kinda busy with my life now.. I am so up and down, tumbling around to adjust thus stables my life... Its hard,yes it is soo hard! That really makes me feel aware of life.. Without families, money and those living thing, it’s harder!! Oh well there nowhere for me to turn behind.... What I have choose I will face it with strength =) Lots of thanks to my girls who given me the faith and strength to live... Currently I’m not really active in blogging..=p I’m so freaking busy!
Oh well heard some rumors bout you... Damn I don’t give a shit about you anymore, I’m so out of you now and yes I don’t want to know single thing about you anymore!!! Ok now that satisfied me...hahaha (but am i happy??) Am I making the right decision? Am I‘ll be successful after this? What will be happen to me next? Gosh why can’t we know the future life? All of the questions are still around my mind and yet it’s hard to tink..
N still, I wanted to try living in an independent way which I always did before... Far away from family is hard but it also teach us 2 be strong and matured in a different way... but y do i still like this?? not matured in certain part?? y huh?? aiyark~ Enjoy is number two and responsibility is number one...in words yes, but reality i dun think soo.. hohoho.. but i do hope I’ll be ok here and hope I’ve made the right decision even its hard!!
foot note: updating progress for 2morrow monthly meeting, but i cant focus!! ouucchh!!
Oh well heard some rumors bout you... Damn I don’t give a shit about you anymore, I’m so out of you now and yes I don’t want to know single thing about you anymore!!! Ok now that satisfied me...hahaha (but am i happy??) Am I making the right decision? Am I‘ll be successful after this? What will be happen to me next? Gosh why can’t we know the future life? All of the questions are still around my mind and yet it’s hard to tink..
N still, I wanted to try living in an independent way which I always did before... Far away from family is hard but it also teach us 2 be strong and matured in a different way... but y do i still like this?? not matured in certain part?? y huh?? aiyark~ Enjoy is number two and responsibility is number one...in words yes, but reality i dun think soo.. hohoho.. but i do hope I’ll be ok here and hope I’ve made the right decision even its hard!!
foot note: updating progress for 2morrow monthly meeting, but i cant focus!! ouucchh!!
Jul 24, 2010
wow!!
the 36 hour routine is change!!! im at putraja wif syikin n joji.. arina n sya should be here in any minutes.. tp x sampai2 pon...=) well, slalonye jogging d pullman..sgt santek menarik tertarik.. bis abuat hati jiwa kacau okay.. huhu
ini pica adelah pics saye n MINT.. sbb syikin adelah jogging tp kami berpose2.. *_* xceli ade lg sorang yg x dlm pic ni bersama kami posing.. tp sbb die nie adelah gler glemer kite x yah upload pic die\(>.<)/.. tp sbb sy bek, x sampai hati
tp today bukan d pullman!!! d presint 9 where small lake front of petronas.. n im curios whether this lake is mmg utk recreational o mcm lake @ sek7 s.alam tue..nnt kite upload pics erk, lau smptla yerk, sbb my ph batt dah kong la..*_*
footnote: sy x jogging pon sbb malas!! hua2!!! yeay!!
ini pica adelah pics saye n MINT.. sbb syikin adelah jogging tp kami berpose2.. *_* xceli ade lg sorang yg x dlm pic ni bersama kami posing.. tp sbb die nie adelah gler glemer kite x yah upload pic die\(>.<)/.. tp sbb sy bek, x sampai hati
tp today bukan d pullman!!! d presint 9 where small lake front of petronas.. n im curios whether this lake is mmg utk recreational o mcm lake @ sek7 s.alam tue..nnt kite upload pics erk, lau smptla yerk, sbb my ph batt dah kong la..*_*
footnote: sy x jogging pon sbb malas!! hua2!!! yeay!!
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