luncheon

x de ape pon nak repek dlm 2day...tp me buhsan n x tau nak buat ape.. as usual, me hav work to do, tp me nak break s me penat n penin2 cikit... mlm ni mau pulang shah alam, mau bank in duit road tax,lisence n duit kete woo~~ me kayap duh ini bula!! hahahaa.. tp bile kuar beli brg x hengat gak.. apelah kan??

rumah d bkt canggang...
opis pula lcct d sepang...
rasa buhsan mcm nak lempang2...
banyak kije sakit pinggang..

foot note: saya mengarang pantun?? x sangka saye..~gembira x leh bla~ *kelip2 mate sambil blushin*

heart broken

I feel a gush of desire to meet you face to face. But I think I'll wait till I'm fully ready to see you again. I need to gather my strength as this very moment, I don't have any.

I never thought love could hurt me this much. Sometimes I wonder, what have I done wrong to deserve all this. As the saying goes, people always want what they can't have. This waiting game is killing me. I tell myself over and over again that I should move on but somethings holding me back from doing so.

What you've done to me makes me realized that maybe, I never knew the real you right from the beginning. If I do, I won't allow my fragile heart to fall deeply in love with you and for you to simply play with my heart.


saya n memen di opis sekiankalinye apebila mate juling
kami cantek x?? *kelip2 mate + blushin*

Foot note: You're the one who makes me look stupid or the other way around?? and the question keep haunted me.. *fikir2kanlah n selamat beramal*

sesengit bau kopi dan biskut hup seng d perodua

You may not be her first, her last or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze, and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.That's just enough for her as she know you love her honestly.

foot note: i sorang2 tunggu vv diservis n buhsan tahap nenek gajah.. tp terubat kebusanan apabila ada coffee n biskut hup seng yg sgt sedap utk dmakan..

mourned !!

what do u expect in life???
ermm.. me hav soo much in life..
tp.. when da word 'tp' out from my mouth
mesti ade other mouth yg akan ckp..

"aren't u thank 4 what u got this long??"
"lala, ape lg yg x cukup?"
"u ni, cube u pikey org laen.."
n byk lg suara bebelan itu!!!
x suke dgr~ weks=P

adakah?? what i do now its wrong la.. mcm tue???
tp, i just do tings follow my heart..
dat was weakness ite???
okay, mayb ade org akan ckp me belagak o what...
tp, since i was a child, i got whatever i want
*anda nmpk masalah disini kan*

soo,s i grow up, i mcm makin demand...
boley x i kutuk my own self
*sungguh mengkeji diri sendiri
tp, dats wat happpen..i jd degil tp maseh baek hati =)
cuma, bila i nak sumting ill make sure ill get!!!
tp, kenapa dlm byk2 bende yg i nak...
theres sumting i didn't get
i want it soo much..tp still i cant have it..
soo, i mcm tense n i x suke my cond..

did we hav to lose in order to gain?
did we hav to hurt in order to grow?
did we hav to fail in order to know?
Does the best lessons in life learned through pain?


*baju+tudung yg same diprofile blog saye~sy sgt membusankan*

Nota kaki: Malam td saye dimarmundi keluar..,ptg ini saya dimarmudi masuk semula..
marmundi = jalan marmar + undi ~~