Dec 30, 2011

Quality?? yikes!!

There are certain people in ur life..

Who u can never see yourself in a relationship with..
But they’re special to u *_*
I mean so special but cant never beat the love to our parents!!
Seriously!!

Guess what??
They’re one of the most important people to me & a relationship like that is more special than any love interest i can find..
No matter what, i know that these people will always have my back...
at any time and moment!!

Even though u don’t talk for years,
& out if nowhere u start talking again :) it’s like u never stopped...
Like they were there all along, supporting you mentally and emotionally.
Things are to be used and people are to be loved..

But the problem in today's world is that,
people are used & things are loved..
Having few true friends is better
than having a large network of pretentious friends :)

And once again, i bet that
Quality beats Quantity all the time!!!

nota kaki: i love my job as QA!! (all of sudden kan??) lol!!

Dec 27, 2011

mimpi bw aku pergi bintang pleeasseee!!!



Vampire kegemaran korang Twilight!!! tgk pelamin dieorg ni!!! santek kottt!!! Saya tak tengok lagi movie ni!! =( tapi pasal orang dah bising-bising pasal momen wedding diorang yg sweet itu... my fwen, dia rasa seperti tiba-tiba nak kawin lepas tengok movie ni!!
Auchhhh..

tapi....
kalau tengok gambar di bawah, memang santek sgt pakaian pengantin yang Bella guna... owhohohooho... nak kwen boley???
mcm ni kire bareback x??
kalau x ingat pakai tudung, ade yg saya mau baju mcm ni... ngeee =)
Harga gaun ini dikatakan berharga 35, 000 pound n boley dibeli butik-butik tertentu jer!!! #unlike
kasut die lagila!!! kasut yang telah digunakan dalam set ini ialah dari jenama Manolo Blahnik yang dihiasi dengan batu-batu permata.

nota kaki: ade berita gumbira bila Pereka Herrera telah merancang untuk mengeluarkan pakaian pengantin bertemakan Bella ini pada koleksi 2012 yang boleh didapati di butik CHNY mulai tahun depan n dijual pada kadar USD 799.00 sahaja!!! jgn tanya kalau saye pokai next year!!!

Dec 22, 2011

bingit!

Kenang-kenangan
Harus nya ia dikenang dalam memory
Yg khilaf pasti pingin di padamkan
Yang indah pasti ingin di simpan rapi
Soalnya ini tentang kehidupan
Kehidupan yg dikatakan kebahgiaan
Setiap yg di rancang
Di dalam hati udah tertulis
Akan datang antara terbit dan senja

Begini,begitu
Bolak balik sesuka hati
Kadang ada ribut
Kadang hujan renyai-renyai
Kepala pusing
masih di bulatan yang sama
Terumbang-ambing berlayar ditengah dunia
Mencari seruan yang membisik udah sampai masanya
Tapi kapan lagi??

Bunga indah akan berkembang seindah kelmarin
Kelmarin pergi
Apa lagi yang tinggal cuma misteri
Begitu ya???
Iya begitu!!

nota kaki: human species are all such tragic drama queens

Dec 21, 2011

what have i miss?

im leaving this blog more than a month i guess!!
too hard in handling both work and study life... =(
during that, numbers of things happened..
perlu x nak ckp in here??? ngee..
end nov we start with hectic class..
n my maintenance work pun sibuk nak join..
ye lah.. sape sururh kerja dgn international contractor kan???
da best part is bile that cont x leh nak adopt our method in deliverables..
menyampah dah x terucap!! #_#

continued with zura weds!! kelantan here we come!! dah pergi n dah balik pon!!


okay, kiteorangkan kategori manusia yg selalu pupus duet, so kite tdo tune je okay...jimat!! ngee..

its my 2nd time pergi kelantan.. dulu pergi wana kahwin.. n now azura kahwin.. da third time nnt pon sbb kawen juga!! tp bukan i kawen.. my colleages pulok!!
aiyoyoyo.. musim kawen kan skunk??

then after wed si zura.. kite masuk kelas balik!! eeiiii.. EIA is waiting!! seriously im so takot n ngeri dgn dr ruslan!! doa je EIA saya diterima... takot!!! berhempas pulas menyiapkan EIA sampai 2-3 malam x tido... salah sdiri kan?? buat last minutes.. tp biasalah alasan org dah kerja.. x de mase.. wahahahha (alasan yg x kan pernah x de) tapi dah submit okay!on time!! dis saturday will be our presentataion n hopefully everythings going to be fine!! my adrenaline rush is sooo sooo bile cakap pasal EIA ni tau x!! dah.. x nak ckp lagik.. =_=

last week ade photoshot!! yeaayy!!! white studio here we come.. eventhough 1 hour session tapi sgt seronok!! we gathered along!! about 10 of us!! da pics will be uploaded soon by zura..

nota kaki: rasanaya mcm dah ckp byk tp mcm x de effects pon!! pendek je kat wall kan???

Nov 19, 2011

...




nota kaki : Moga khilaf saya menjadikan saya lebih kuat.. Insya Allah =)

Nov 17, 2011

my soul speaks

♥I
♥may
♥not
♥be
♥the
♥most
♥important
♥person
♥in
♥your
♥LiFE

♥I
♥just
♥hope
♥that
♥when
♥you
♥hear
♥my
♥name
♥you
♥smile

Oct 16, 2011

My Sweet Love Digger Darlings

we dont know each other until we've meet,
we've never talk until we walk past each other,
we never care to look,
we got into a group we discuss together,
we never talk about one another...
we've come into a moment of understanding,
we're finished as it's like we've never met,
but it feels hard to let go,
we knew deep in our hearts,
we're not two but we one,
we're friends and friends stick together,

Nota kaki: mereka besties saya =)

Lace Dresses

How To Wear Lace Dresses – the lace trend is still going strong and there are more ways than ever to wear your lace dress. Whether your style is demure and ladylike or edgy rock chic, there many different styles of lace dresses available. There are a number of differect factors at play when looking at how to wear lace dresses. From casual shifts to glamorous gowns, the following are just a few tips on how to wear lace dresses this season.

1. COLOURED LACE

A big trend this season is coloured lace. Stray from black and white lace dresses and head for bright reds and pinks. As coloured lace makes quite a statement, team these dresses with neutral accessories. A red lace dress would make an excellent party dress and is a great alternative to the LBD.

2. CASUAL WEAR

When thinking about how to wear lace dresses, look to the quality of the fabric. Lower quality lace is better for carrying off casual, day-to-day looks. Heavier lace fabrics are also better for creating that casual appearance. Choose a shorter length lace dress in neutral colours. Top it off with tan leather accessories for a fun, casual look.

3. EVENING WEAR

Better quality lace is more suited for evening wear and special occasions. Longer length dresses and gowns can be quite elegant. Black lace is great for creating drama, but don’t be afraid to try white or cream lace either. If you are worried about white lace being a bit too bridal, team it with colourful accessories or add some colourful trims.

4. SHEER LACE

Make the lace the focal point of your outfit. A sheer sheath dress is an easy way to do this. Daring individuals might opt to wear them without a slip underneath, but if you’re more modest then a slip is a smart option. Balance out the revealing nature of sheer lace by choosing a more relaxed cut or a longer hem.

5. HEAVY LACE

This season it’s less about stretchy lace and more about structured, heavier lace. These types of lace are better for keeping structure and creating a defined silhouette – think shift dresses and full-skirted tea dresses. These types of dresses are much easier to style when it comes to how to wear lace dresses. Sturdier lace fabrics with wider nets and more unique patterns are what you should be looking out for this season.

6. METALLIC LACE

Vintage-type lace is all well and good, but if you want something a little more contemporary you can’t go past metallic lace. The metallic lace dress is perfect for a party occasion. For a fun evening look, team a metallic lace dress in a flirty shift style with some patent accessories and metallic jewellery.

7. WITH CONTRASTING TEXTURES

If the lace look is too full-on for your personal taste, mix it up with contrasting textures. If you are unsure of how to wear lace dresses, add a leather jacket for a tougher look or play down the lace with jerseys and knits. For an eclectic gothic-inspired look, try teaming your lace dresses with faux fur and velvet.

Don’t be afraid to experiment with lace. Hopefully these tips on how to wear lace dresses will have you feeling more confident about the fabric. Whether it is a staple part of your wardrobe or for special occasions only, lace is an elegant and on-trend choice of fabric. What are your best tips on how to wear lace dresses?

Oct 15, 2011

Saturday

Penat kot, asik mengeluh x baek kan (~_~)

Hari-hari kerja 8 - 5 .. (rezeki-rezeki)

Selasa ade kelas operational research.. (jom main kire -kire)

Khamis kelas Facilities & Const Mgmt..(hurgh??)

Jumaat ade kelas Environmental Research..(hafal sampai muntah)

Sabtu ade kelas juga.. seldom tp setakat ni every sat ade kelas -_-

So, tolonglah jangan kacau hidup saya..

Banyak lagi kerja lain yang boleh buat kan??

Tapi, kalau nak jugak, suke ati la..

Tak larat dah nak layan..

Sekian.

Sep 16, 2011

Ikea lg.. Meatball lagi

manek jernih

i hate when people asking me whether i'm okay or not!!
when i'm clearly not!!

nota kaki: people thinks that holding on makes us stronger, in my case its letting go that shapes me up.. semangat harus kuat wahai hati!!

Sep 10, 2011

hati menaip #_~

Dah 2 weeks of raya..currently da masuk kerja tp mcm byk malas dr rajen..munday cuti, tuesday mc, wed kerja, thurs suda raya2, friday cuti lg.seems im workin 1 hr je utk minggu ni.. Hurm,duduk di malam2 ni sorg2 byk sgt yg dipikirkan.(mcm pm pulak,padahal pencacai je pun smbil kunyah roti bkr ni hah) semangat harus lebeh bila clas wil start dis munday,a hectic weekdays i bet!! (kuatkan semangat okay_tp sbnrnya mood blaja x jumpa lg kat mana, x nak pulang ke hoi wahai en mood, dah raya lama ni) duduk supper buat ai teringat kenangan2 lama (lame,mode cintan dtg) wahahaha,sgt truk kan saya?? At least, i do hav good memory with them even x last lama ~ lol! *_* da best lesson is i learn how to appreciate what i have, b4 times makes me appreciate what i have.. Hurm,emo kan kte malam2 ni.. Its okay! Im just fine =) damntrue if i said im struggle a lots during dat yr.. Reduces weight? Owh yes!! Tp dah gain back since pindah sbn. lol (crdt to them yg bejaya hapykan sy,bg mkn manyak)

Sep 3, 2011

Raya mood @ mode raya

Selamat hari raya aidilfitri buat smua muslims!! Lmbt gler nak wish..akibat seronok sgt beraya.. Ya hampun la! Ngee =) bdw, bz sgt sgt dbulan2 mulia ni..sengaja atau x saya harap dptla dimaapkan salah dan silap dr hujung rmbt ke hujung kaki... N wat most happy dis yr ble bufday jantung manes raya @ adli.. Xceli today bufday die.. We r havin sort of mkn2 tp family je.. Steamboat n juadah raya was served! Steamboat 2 mcm wajib in our family.. Okay dah byk kot (hp ni kecik,nak taip byk2 skt jari okay) so smbl jalan2 raya tu hulurkan tgn minta maap dr sesiapa x kira sengaja atau x.. *Huggies*

Aug 23, 2011

Hurm..sekejap je dah 23 hari berpuasa. tak lama lagik raya la pulak. so, next week adelah wajib untuk balik ke kg masing2!! jgn nak sebok2 keje rajin n x cuti. Tq jugak pd company yg bagi off record cuti on 29th August, jimat cuti tahunan saye kan?? So, monday leave akan dianjakkan ke monday lagi satu la, sungguh lama cuti raya kan??wuwuuwuwuu.. duet raya maseh mampu dpt ke?? ayokk!! #pingsan

Da lama jugak x update blog gune desktop office nih.. selama nih duk update via handpon saya yg canggih(yg asik nak hangtuh) tu la.. send via email jerk.. waa.. dunia di hujung jarijemari ku yg runcing kan(mcm jejariruncing pulak dah kan) tu laa,alkisahnyer rindu nak menaip kat keyboard yg besar ni ha.. kalau x selama ni duk taip kat handpon kecik tue.. jenuh jugak nak habeskan satu perenggan.. haaiiss..

lagi ape lagi nak tulis ni?? hahahaa, x tau ape lagi nak tulis pulak kan?? mari sambung buat kerja. Kerja yg bertimpa2 ni x diherankan pon, mood raya punyer pasal..apelah naseb kertas2 diatas meja ni, kalaulah kertas2 ni boley berckp ade yang die marah kiter.. x abis2 review, bilalah nak dsiapkan??

Nota kaki: raya, nak pakai baju aper???

Aug 21, 2011

Slmt berbuka!

First time berbuka sorang2!! Sgt x best sbb x da kawan mau borak2.. Uwuwuwu.. While eatin dis i just perform my prayer! Slama ni mkn dlu bru solat, tp sbb x nak org nmpk mcm loneliness sgt2 kte solat la dlu... N y x ptt ble i order dis couple plater sdgkan sorang2 je.. Mmg nafsu sungguh.. Miahahaha.. Tamak, tamak.. Kte tgk how long do i take to finish it.. Owh,bdw my brownise x sampai lg.. Da x mcm manusia dah kan! Babai love's!

Aug 16, 2011

Home made!

Slmt berbuka semua! Tp sy x puasa arini.. Hahaha.. Bdw, k.yong yg bg ihsan ajak makan.. First time update gmbr mkanan sempena berbuka.. Ok,nak mamam.. Pai pai

happy burthday!!!

When one door closes, another opens

but we often look so long and

so regretfully upon the closed door

that we do not see

the one

that has opened for us.

nota kaki : xoxo ;)

Aug 15, 2011

FW:

-original message-
Subject:
From: lala_munira86@yahoo.com
Date: 15/08/2011 9:57 PM

Ateng day 2!! Agagaga =)

Aug 12, 2011

Idam mengidam..

Uuuwuwuwu.. Dr sblm puasa im craving for dis butir nangka! And yes at 12 ramadhan bru dapat makan!! Agak lmbt bru dpt tp sgtla gembira owh yg x terkata.. Agagagaga.. Chedapnye! Besok cik perari nak bg lg! Bdw, arini ai beli dkt bazar je,tp sgt satisfied.. Mmg terbek kot! Pheeww.. Im flyin on air... Nak mamam lagi.. Pai pai..

Sy rendu budak nih.. Blela dapat jupe dia kan? Dis week wont be home as i register my muster @ shah alam.. Medical checkup done yesterday! Yippie!! Smgt btlkan ai nak bljr ni.. Ngee =) tp penat x? Lg susah mau jupe si jantung manes aii.. Wuwuwu.. Hurm, en bff dah perg umrah la smlm.. Slmt perg n balik, n tlg2 n tlg2 sampaikan salam sy pd rasullah yup! Did he read dis? Haruslah x kan! Yucks =_= doakan murah n mudahkan rezeki,jodoh,belajar,kerja juga.. Amin ya rabbal alamin.. Adli botak blik umrah yet i like! Bold is beautiful aite? Pheww.. nota kaki:jodoh?uwuwuu.. Penat nak jwbkan?

Gayat!

Testing2!

detached

should it be or not??
aku pening, pusing, pikirkan ini..

nota kaki: jadi atau tak??

Aug 10, 2011

meanwhile

hati x ikhlas
jujurkah??

mulut kata ini..
hati berkata itu..

kaki berlari kesana..
hati kekal disini..

rimas??
bosan??
sekeliling tak membawa perubahan..
harus diluahkan??
kemana??
dimana??
siapa??

bergiring ke kanan..
dikiri memanggil.

laut, sgt tenang difikirkan..
sgt jauh diperlihatan..
melangkah kaki melamgkahla jua hati..

nota kak: meanwhile writing this, kepala pulang menjengah jantung hati..


Aug 6, 2011

precious ramadhan

currently @ melaka homey.. at last!! home sweet home *relief* firts day of berbuka with my ibu, aunt n daddy!! hurm, drivin alone using left handed is not as easy as i tot tapi i berjaya reach melaka within an hour juga.. seems like tgn yg saket x efect speed as my kaki tekan minyak tu mcm biasa je kan.. lol!!

sekejap je dah 7 of ramadhan kan?? n besok my super duper cutie jantung manes will be home!! i miss him soo much *_* tapi dgn tgn mcm nie mesti ibu x bg aii pergi fetch him at the airport! sure kene duk rumah la!! huh.. wat the boring la kan??

so, malam ni mcm boring?? merengek2 nak keluar!! should i call or text anybody.. to being honest, i wanna have a night out yet i tatau mau ajak sape.. kkrrroohhh~ hei mr bestfren, i text you because I miss you. When I don't... I'm waiting for you to miss me... susah ke nak text kite??

foot note: text la kite.. text la kite.. x ingat kite ker!!!

Aug 5, 2011

sakit!!

yet my right hand still not in a good health!! its swollen gettin bigger at night even im taking the ubat that im suppose to take.. hurm,quite hard using left hand doing everything as im a right handed gurl..

in doing xray and blood test(again) for today.. the doctor ckp nak tgk ade differ x darah between 2 days.. ade beza erk?? (x tau sbb im not learning biology at all) n now im waiting for the result..bbooorriinngg!!! gggrrrrr..

foo note: my hand was big, reddish_blueish, itchy,blaa...blaa...blaa...

Aug 3, 2011

wordless wednesday!!

otto-san

i'm not looking for someone who has everything
i'm looking for someone who sacrifice their time & spend it with me

foot note: what am i searching for??

Aug 2, 2011

hikayat seribu malam

Ya-Rabbul Ariffin Tuhanku seandainya telah kau takdirkan dia milikku, tercipta buatku, dekatkan lah hatinya dengan hatiku, tetapkan lah kemesraan antara kami agar kebahagiaan ini kekal abadi

Ya Muhaimin dan Tuhanku seiringkan lah kami mengharungi hidup luas ini, ke tepian yang sejahtera

Ya Rabbul Fatihin tetapi Tuhanku yang Maha Pengasih, seandainya telah kau takdirkan dia bukan milikku, bawalah dia jauh dari pandangan ku, luputkanlah dari ingatan ku & peliharalah aku dari kekecewaan...

Ya Rabbul Izzati serta Tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti berilah aku kekuatan melontar bayangannya jauh ke dada langit hilang bersama senja nan merah & gelap pekat awan agar aku bisa bahagia walaupun tanpa bersama dgnnya

Ya Rabbul Quddus dan Tuhanku biar sekuat mana aku menyintainya aku pohon agar kau lenyapkan perasaan ini sekiranya dia ditakdirkan bukan milikku, gantilah yg telah hilang & tumbuhkanlah kembali yg patah walaupun tidak sama dgn dirinya

Ya Rahman Ya Rahim tapi sekiranya dia ditakdirkan untukku kupohan agar takdir memperkuatkan kasihku padanya selagi tidak melebihi kasihku padaMU,

Ya Allah ya tuhanku, pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirmu sesungguhnya apa yang telah engkau takdirkan adalah yang terbaik kerana Engkau maha mengetahui segala yang terbaik buat hamba Mu

Ya Allah cukuplah engkau sahaja yang menjadi pemeliharaku dunia dan di akhirat, dengarlah rintihanku & jangan engkau biarkan aku sendirian di dunia ini mahupun di akhirat, menjuruskan aku kearah kemaksiatan dan kemungkaran, maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan yang beriman supaya aku dan dia sama-sama dapat membina kesejahteraan hidup ke jalan yang Engkau redhai & kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang soleh....

Nota Kaki: padamu ku bersujud.. amin ya rabbal alamin.. salam ramadhan muslims

Jul 22, 2011

hello mr future!!

Hello, what’s your name? Have I seen you before? Have you ever heard me sing? I don’t make the best lullaby. But every qoutes and sentences I write is my journey to you

You’re out there breathing the same air. I can feel you near. Should I wait? Should I find? I don’t wanna be late! I don’t wanna be.. I don’t wanna be late! I don’t wanna be..

Tell me how many words do I need to write to get to you?

Tell me how many steps do I need to walk to get to you?

Are you here in the crowd? Would you stand out and show yourself up? Cause I’ve been talking to that someone in the future. If I could I would just squeeze into the drawer. And spare us this series of nonsense

Are you here in the crowd? Would you stand out and show yourself up? Let’s save our bloody precious time. And put an end to soulmate-searching drama. We’ve prolly brushed against each other. We’re just too frickin’ stupid to even bother. Hey it’s not like we’re getting any younger

And let’s not forget all those standard procedure. That might take up another few more years

Oh I am tired of talking to someone in the future. If I could I would just squeeze into the drawer. And spare us this series of heartbreaking nonsense.

foot notes: Hello, what’s your name?

Jul 18, 2011

lucky if

1) Don’t worry about knowing people just make yourself worth knowing.
2) Friends are those rare people who ask how we are & then wait to hear the answer.
3) If you can buy a person’s friendship, it is not worth it.
4) True friend’s have hearts that beat as 1.
5) If you can’t think of any nice things to say about your friends, then you have the wrong friends.
6) Make friends before you need them.
7) If you were another person, would u like to b a friend of yours?
8) A good friend is one who neither looks down on you nor keeps up with you.
9) Be friendly with the folks you know, if it weren’t for them you would b a total stranger.
10) A friend is never known till he is needed.
11) Friendship is a responsibility…not an opportunity.
12) Friendship is the cement that holds the world together.
13) Friends are those who speak to you after others don’t.
14) The reason a dog has so many friends is that he wags his tail & not his tongue.
15) Pick your friends, but not to pieces.
16) A friend is one who puts his finger on a fault without rubbing it in.
17) The way to have friends is to be willing to lose some arguments.
18) If a friend makes a mistake, don’t rub it in…rub it out.
19) Deal with other’s faults as gently as if they were your own.
20) People are judged by the company they keep & the company they keep away from.
21) A friend is a person who can step on your toes without messing up your shoe shine.
22) The best mirror is an old friend.
23) The best possession one may have is a true friend.
24) You will never have a friend if you must have one without faults.
25) Doing nothing for your friend’s results in having no friends to do for.
26) Anyone can give advice, but a real friend will lend a helping hand.
27) You can make more friends by being interested in them than trying to have them be interested in you.
28) A real friend is a person who, when you have made a fool of yourself, lets you forget it.
29) A friend is a person who listens attentively while you say nothing.
30) A friend is someone who thinks you are a good egg even though you are slightly cracked.

foot note: have you found one?? lucky me as i have fews!!

Jul 11, 2011

#_#

i wonder how boys feel when they're in love
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.


do they get butterflies ??
do they have you on their mind 24/7??
do they wait for u to come online for hours ??
do they smile at the random times at the thought of you ??
do they miss you all the time ??
do they think about the smallest things you say ?? ♥

Jul 7, 2011

ade x org pms happy???

awal bulan?? mestila si dysmenorrhea datang meng_attack kan??? dsaat2 balik dr jakarta.. mourndaya delah hari el seoffice bila yg tinggal cume kak intan n kak yan.. lol!! selasa attack itu dtg n pasti lah buat kerja dgn x focus...-_- sungguh x best kan?? well.. dysmenorrhea tu ape??? wee... nm kampungnya saket perot... nm mat saleh pulak period pain.. paham dah kan???

hari ni pon saket lagik!! -_- pity me kan??? saket!! saket!! tp balik kerja td im going for durian hunting!! n yes i found it.. yummylicious *_* sgt sedap!! duk 2 org beli 3 biji = tamak okay!! mmg tamak lebey2 lagi rumate aii makan plak 2-3 ulas je...

bubur kacang duyan untuk piranha2 lapar diopis besok la jawabnyer!!! n now the kacang is boiled.. next will be the doyan n gula melaka... n yes i should put daun pandan.. tapi x de, so kite abaikan je okay!!! ssyyhhhh, dun let ibu tau... memang malas kan??

foot note : besok will be jumaat!! last day of the week!! yeeaayy!! nak sambung masak bubur!! nnt dah siap aii tunjuk okay~

Jun 28, 2011

Me And You

she's down, pick her up,
she's sad, make her laugh and happy
so she can smile,
she's in need of comfort,
show her you're there for her.

notakaki:wasdathardmen???

Jun 22, 2011

heartless wednesday!!

when 2 people argue doesn't mean they doesn't love each other
and
because they don't argue doesn't mean they do love each other...

we don't have to change friend if we're understand that friend changed
and
no matter how good friend are the're going to hurt you every time and once
and
you must forgive them for that


Jun 16, 2011

DID U BELIEVE??

I BELIEVE that
  • birth certificate show that we BORN
  • death certificate show that we DIED
  • picture show that we LIVED
foot note: now, have a seat.. relax and read this slowly, thoroughly..

Jun 12, 2011

hair!!

does weekends = wedding = wedding = wedding??

was that suppose to be?? hikhikhik... pastilah as school holiday on board!! startin last week @ kelantan for wana n harry weds.. this week fadzli n aiesyah on saturday!! congrats to both couples!!

sunday = my hair day!! da last time buat scalp treatment was on march.. errkkK!! patutla rambut mcm sawang2 dah..rumate baek saya pastilah ikot kan?? huhuhuh..cian die tunggu 3-4 hrs tp thank god that she brings novel along with her!! tq sayang!!


nota kaki: rambut saya chantiq!!!

Jun 10, 2011

this =), this =l, this =P or this =( ???

Every relationship goes through stages. Where and how each stage develops is ultimately up to each person. While we always hope for the best, we often can't avoid the inevitable.

The most unfortunate fact about a relationship that doesn't work out, is the inevitable path both parties are on to become strangers. Many relationships follow a general path, through a set of different stages, one that brings two strangers together, takes them through a period of deep emotions and meaningful experiences, then returns them to where they began :'(

Stage 1: Meeting
This is the beginning, of what they believe is a beautiful relationship.
"It's so pathetic how guys would do, just about anything for the right girl"

Stage 2: The Chase
This is the stage where you try your best to get to know the other person, doing almost everything with one another. This is where two people become so blinded by their love for each other, that all they see is how great the other person is, and how lucky they are to have found this person. When everything turns out right, eventually, you'll reach the next stage.

"All I wanted to do was hang out with her... The only person I wanted to talk to, was her... She was the number one priority. She was everything that I thought could be perfect in a girl."

Stage 3: The Honeymoon
This is the stage where the two are officially a couple. This is the time where they could do everything to show their love for each other. This is the time where you would really get to know the person you love, knowing every detail of his/her day-to-day life and finally understanding who he/she is. However, all this would eventually simmer down, back to "normalcy". Which takes us to stage 4.

"It was the time when we could finally, fully express our affection to each other and do everything we wanted to do as a couple. It was a dream come true, the girl I wanted so, so badly was finally mine."

Stage 4: Comfortable
This is the most important part of the relationship because this is where each person can truly be themselves around one another. I consider this is the 'turning point' in a relationship, and it can either go two ways. The relationship could continue to grow, and they could live happily ever after, or it goes downhill, as you begin to take each other for granted.If this happens, it takes us to the next stage.

"Being comfortable isn't necessarily bad, its when we can truly be ourselves. But it depends on what you do with that comfort. Some use it positively, continuing to work at their relationship, and grow together. But others allow it to create distance."

"The bottom line is, someone stops trying and feelings aren't as strong as before"

Stage 5: Tolerance
This is the stage where it's gonna be very difficult to turn around, if not impossible. This is when the two people would constantly fight as a couple almost every single day, usually about the little, petty things. However, all these small fights would continue on, and the distance between you grows with it. This is when you just can't stand the other person anymore, and the two of you break further apart. The next stage is close to inevitable from here on.

"Arguing is one thing, but feeling unhappy and dissatisfied with the relationship is another. We tried various times, to try and make changes, to fix things, but like so many couples out there, it wasn't enough. We became one of those relationships where it wasn't bad, but it wasn't great. And let me tell you, that's never a good way to describe a relationship.
"

Stage 6: Downhill
In this stage, problems just continue and arguments never get solved. But the two of you wouldn't even remember what it is you were fighting about. This is a very short stage because the transition from stage 6 to 7 happens very quickly. This is when, the relationship just seems so bad, that you couldn't see anything good out of relationship anymore. You're only choice is to break up.

"There's not much time left once you're here. The effort to try to make things work, just isn't worth it anymore. Problems continue.. arguments don't get solved...
I dont really remember what we argue about... Sigh.... What did we argue about?" -

Stage 7: Breaking up
The end of the line. This is when the two of you believe that it's for the best if you break up. You talk about it, and you both mutually agree that you shouldn't be together anymore. Sometimes, the two of you can still be friends, but it's not usually this way, because most of the time, the two of you would become strangers, again. Eventually, moving on is the only way and things between you two will never be the same.

nota kaki : All of these are the stages of a relationship going downhill.. In the long run, there are only two alternatives, it's either you get married or you break up. That is why being in a relationship, being with someone you truly cherish, is quite dangerous. Because the risk of losing the other person is HUGE... Some say that the best things in the world are those in which you are willing to risk a whole lot, in order to obtain. The question now is...

Are you willing to risk it?

Jun 9, 2011

kawan baek!

i felt terrible dgn dis fuller!!im soo in da mood as i just back from kelantan for my best ties weds.. suddenly dtg buat hal.. memang x leh tgk org senang kan?? x faham.. u dont have the right to judge me.. n you dont even know what have i been through all this time.. dont know how i feel or what i feel right now?? so, it is much better if you could find sumone or sumthing better to do with your time.. then you judge sumone you know nothing about!!

nota kaki: mingle around with no point!! pathethic!!!

Jun 6, 2011

their day!!!

tahniah to wana & harry sbb dah selamat tying knots yg dah lama sgt dah tu!!!

n

selamat to zura & hilmi utk engagement mereka!!

nota kaki: mksdnya kiteorg kene pergi kelantan lagi la hujung tahun ni!! pheeww!!

Jun 1, 2011

dysmenorrhea...

back again

x suke tau x!!

dah 2 bulan x kene!!

y its suddenly dtg lagi??

oowwhhh mannn!!

please go away!!

i need a better way..

da.. da..


foot note: sakettt!!!

May 30, 2011

merengek

bersawang2 blog ni..
asik ditinggalkan..
x kepunyaan sapa2..
tuan die sibuk dgn dunia sdiri..

jalan sana sini..
terabai diari luahan hati..
apatah lagi nota kaki..

weeken di melaka selalu gembira..
melayan jantung hati sepanjang hari..
bergambar tanpa henti..
berguling2 sambil tgk tom & jerry

nota kaki: cerita sedih yg menggegarkan hati!! bdw,credit kepada org yg ber~weekenkan saya -xoxo-

May 28, 2011

milik saya!

DULU
berlari-lari..
terkejar kesana kemari..
dari hujung si jari jemari...
lebih pasti kepada si kaki..

SEBELUM ITU
kekiri
kekanan
kedepan
kebelakang..
akhirnya yg pasti disitu..
ditempat ia mula tuju..
yang dahulu
x pasti jika mahu

SEMALAM
kenapa kini??
asal hati baru pasti
disini
tempat yg pasti

HARI INI!!
selesai semua!!
gembira?? ada..
yakin?? belum lagi!
lalu?? menuggu dgn hati yg pasti!
pasti DIA mengetahui..
baik @ buruk pasti ada

nota kaki: selesai satu! esok milik ibu! MELAKA jawabnya!!

May 17, 2011

apa?

masa
mengira hari
bertambah minggu
bermasa bulan

alasan yg pasti, sibuk??
seperti org lain x sibuk..
kekal alasan..
sifat malas menguasai...
terabai di sudut hati
jiwa bersepah..
hati kemana??

terkais2 mencari
bergelempangan di sudut pasti
yg sendiri siapa??
pasti milik si hati

nota kaki: siapa, apa yg pasti.. hati pasti tahu.. tapi masih kekal di sudut itu

Apr 12, 2011

week _end

okay.. quite busy lately and i haven't have the chance even to view my own blog!! huh!! tapi.. lastweek after kerja on saturday *assume i rajin tp sbnrnya nak siapkan filing yg bertangguh-tangguh* saya perg kota keriangan!!

adik saya yg sgt gila kamera!! saya wendu die la... *_*
our trip!! with en driver yg rajen n bek hati!!
mint_tos wuuu uuuuuu uuu
yeaayy!! it was soo much fun after dah lama sgt x berjalan2 n have fun!!

foot note: nak upload gmbr je boley x?? malas nak ckp!! wee=)

Mar 24, 2011

penat!!


10 sets of squats (20 secs squats, 10 secs rest)
Jogging for 5 minutes.

10 sets of push ups (20 secs push ups, 10 secs rest)
Jogging for 5 minutes.

10 sets of sit ups for 20 seconds (20 sit ups, 10 secs rest)
Jogging for 5 minutes.

Few sets of backward lunges, few sets of mountain climbers,
many sets of jumping jacks. (10 minutes)

Mar 23, 2011

jumpin n pouting

da moment do arrive back
every 3-4 month it reachin me
like??
hated??
mixed of both I CAN SAY!!

one words

A.U.D.I.T

Mar 16, 2011

kamu

tibe2 saya teringat kamu
kamu lembut, tp kamu tegas
kamu ganas, tp kamu baik
kamu garang, tapi kamu bertanggungjawab
saya sgt gembira saya kenal kamu
saya sgt syukur saya penah bahagia dgn kamu
kamu pernah buat saya rasa selamat
kamu pernah buat saya lengkap
tapi kamu juga yg buat saya sedih
tapi saya takkan putus harapan
saya pasti akan hidup bahagia
sbb saya tahu Tuhan sdg duga saya & kamu
Tuhan pasti tahu apa yg dia buat

think!

When a woman touches a man she may want to be cuddled. But for a man anywhere he is touched leads to Rome and he thinks therefore that it has to lead to sex.

- John Gray 'Men are from Mars, women are from Venus'

Feb 10, 2011

a note from my heart...

Yes!!! the world is so unfair and many of us suffer deeply, the world has its ways…it's fair for us to question our fate n destiny.. God is in control & so are we of our own mind.. i hope, we hope, u hope that what we've ever wished for standing in front of us..
i think i've meet that coincidental time of mine, but it is not me who control my that dream.. all is perfect in spite of knowing that it's already taken.. taken by its presence,i am speechless n beyond words.. i can never presume what will come along within days ahead.. all i can say is i wish things were more fair in this world for me.. my soul is tired of crying pain instead i wish i could cry for more undying happiness..

i don't regret of having this kind of life, somehow as human being i'm arguing why Allah test me this way.. but there's must be a reason for that i'm sure!! as time past, all i could do is lay down & move closer to you my Almighty Allah S.W.T...

nota kaki: i am bubbling till drop!! i miss my yesteryears -_-


Feb 8, 2011

persamaan menyamai...

siapa kata kita sanggup mengorbankan kebahagiaan hati sendiri? siapa kata dalam hati kita penuh dengan ketulusan? siapa kata mahu membahagiakan hati sendiri perlu memikirkan hati-hati yang lain? untungkan bila kebahagiaan hidup datang bagai arus deras melimpah-limpah membanjiri hati.. tak perlu berasak-asak & bertolak-tolak untuk menjayakannya.. Tapi, selalunya semuanya x semudah yang kita inginkan, kadang2 ada halangan perlu kita lalui untuk mencapai impian hati tp kita jangan mengeluh, mmg susah untuk kita menetapkan hati, tapi semuanya bergantung pd diri kita sendiri...

Hari ini kita kuat berkata pada diri kononnya x nak menyakiti hati orang lain, x nak berkongsi kasih, takut bila berpaling kasih. tetapi esok lusa??? lain pula jadinya Semua kata-kata, prinsip yang pernah kita tanamkan dlm hati terlepas... jatuh terhempas!! Segala ego tercalar balar..hancur hati bila terjadi pd diri kita sendiri.. kenapa tiba2?? mengapa yang lain x lagi penting, hati & jiwa sekeliling x diambil peduli.. apa yg penting hati sendiri!! perasaan sendiri lebih diutamakan sbb itulah kebahagiaan yang harus dikejar.. yakin sungguh dgn diri?? Benar! mungkin kita harus mementingkan diri sendiri, membiarkan perasaan org lain terguris demi mencapai apa yg kita mahu, tapi sanggupkah hati kita untuk jadi setegar itu??

macam mana kita nak berjustifikasi tentang soal hati terpulang pada pertimbangan kita terhadap orang2 disekeliling.. kadang2 hubungan yang tidak direstui ibu bapa harus kita lupakan kerana kita tidak mahu mementingkan diri sendiri kerana kita sebagai anak x tergamak hendak melukakan hati kedua ibubapa yg menyayangi kita walaupun hati kita sendiri kecewa..

sangat susah sbnrnya untuk x mementingkan hati & perasaan sendiri tapi jika kita yakin & pasti terhadap kata hati kita, lalui itu semua jika perlu.. Hati kita, jiwa kita adalah hidup kita & bukan mereka!! Tapi kita sanggup biarkan mereka gembira kerana mereka adelah kebahagiaan kita, tapi mereka sanggup?? berapa banyak hati yang perlu kita jaga?? Berkali2 kali dalam hidup ini memaksa kita membuat pilihan, untuk fikirkan orang2 yg kita sayang @ memilih untuk membahagiakan hati sendiri..terpulang kepad ahti kita sendiri. yang lebih penting kita usahakan dan yang selebih biar Allah s.w.t yang menentukan.

Nota Kaki : apa yang lebih penting, jangan pandang masa silam kerana itulah kehidupan yang telah kita pilih sebelumnya & setiap yg berlaku dlm hidup kita samada baik atau buruk pasti telah ditakdirkan untuk kita sejak d loh Mahfuz lagi. Insya Allah...=)

Jan 31, 2011

currently...i'm not & can't focused in everything i buat..
saya sgt cepat kecil hati... (x tunjuk tp sgt selalu)
saya cepat jeles dgn org disekitar saya..without a reason dat i rasa concrete enuf!! WTH!! sgt x faham dgn my own feeling.. x tau ape & what am i supposed to do.. dahla saya mmg x leh buat early decision.. tp it's just worsed time to time..herk sungguh!!
selalu nak cerita dgn org tapi x reti nak mula mcm ne..

bdw, semalam saya delah hantar rumate syg saya pulang (add of kak yong~kamu tinggal si hensem sorang2 cian die) ahahhahaa... then me n kak intan jalan2 cari jeram tebrau which locate @ tiroi!! cool giler!!! agak suci lagi sbb jalan kecik x hingat!! tp sagt peaceull!! lg2 minah jiwang mc i ni la(kak yong kata la) me x tau la me ni jiwang ke xx?? owwhh hohoho...

then, da best part is bila seremban dihujani dgn hujan sepanjang hari..faham2 je la kan>> adela org tuh nama die suhaila samsudin,,eehhh salah, suhaila sulaiman.. die janji nak ikot tp bila hujan dah membasahi bumi tanpa henti maka die dgn rela hatinye duk bergulung dlm slimut n x nak folo kiteorg(sila cakap budak ni buruk peranagi) TQ =)

foot note: SAYA LAMA TINGGAL KAMU KAN blog..-_~